when theres nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.

“ Leave your apartment looking terrible. Walk to the deli and see your usual deli guy’s eyes start to widen at your disheveled appearance....

On Saturday I went to Brighton for a huge house party that all my friends were at; there was alcohol and drugs and Triston and Cat and all m...

I'm graduating tomorrow, ooh er. Here is what I'm wearing because WHY NOT? (without the belt) They didn't have my...

It was at this stage in my life that I became close to my all time best friend, Cat. As much as I was still friends with my group at school,...

So I'm gonna do that unnecessary thing where I unnecessarily show you all the things I unnecessarily bought cool okay, but first also I ...

So I don't even really know where to begin with this new juncture in my life after joining this new group. I suppose we could only reall...

By the time secondary school rolled around I was desperate to attend Charters School which was where most of my friends from St Francis were...

I DID ALL THE SHOPPING AND I DON'T EVEN CARE LOOK HERE LOOK AT ALL THE THINGS I UNNECESSARILY BOUGHT ISN'T IT GREAT (in cas...

I attended Vita et Pax (Life and Peace) primary school in Southgate. On my first day I remember feeling very sad as I arrived, because my co...

I was in France on holiday with my parents; on a visit to one of the markets we used to frequent I persuaded them to buy me a new top from o...

I was born on Friday 29th November 1991 at Chase Farm Hospital in North London, all screaming kicking 6 and a half pounds of me. These are t...

Things That Make Me Anxious Beautiful women Phone calls from strangers or people I don't know very well Eating in front of strangers...

  So I'm back; initially created a new blog but then deleted it almost straight away because I realised I'm not quite ready to leave...

de-activating this blog for the time being because I don't have anything to say anymore.

I've been thinking recently about changing this blog into something more creative; attempting to assemble my simultaneously manic and mu...

well all the apostles, they're sitting in swings saying "i'd sell off my savior for a set of new rings and some sandles with th...

As I stood on the small frosty platform waiting for a train that seemed an eternity away, I looked up at the painfully blue sky. The sharp t...

Good things in my life I'm keeping on top of my university studies and actually enjoying them so far which is generally keeping me v...

Decided to forsake my limited budget to go on a decadent shopping spree - something I haven't done in a long while, but I was so bored o...

Oh me, my fickle self and I. I'm house-sitting for my parents this week; been in Ascot since Sunday and Triston was with me until Thursd...

Acts seen at Shambala (did the very sensible thing of jotting them down as I saw them in my phone this time, as I can hardly remember anythi...

Today 21st Flying from Toulouse to Gatwick, landing 5:45pm. My sister's picking me up and we're driving back to Brighton together,...

And I'm clearing all the crap out of my room Trying desperately to figure out what it is that makes me blue And I wrote an epic letter...

So the last couple of weeks have been interesting; my anxiety has blown through the roof and my general sadness is probably at its most dang...

I was supposed to finish work today, but my boss asked me to stay for longer... to preserve my sanity I bullied him down to me coming in 2/3...

Apologies for not having posted in an age, my laptop's done yet another wondrous thing and decided not to let me post on my blog - I...

I get this horrible sinking feeling sometimes that I'm incredibly irritating to everybody around me, particularly to those who I love th...

I've spent today largely feeling very alone. This is disconcerting;  today I went into town and had a chat with Nigel who is the head of...

So my hair is purple and even though I've finished for summer I really don't feel like I have yet; I think it's partially becaus...

Went on a shopping spree today, which was probably a bad idea seeing as I have hardly any money and no job prospects - but it was really fun...

MY SIMS 3 HAS STOPPED WORKING MY SUMMER IS OFFICIALLY OVER... except not really because I was going to buy an expansion pack anyway and I fo...

Oh how I love holidays. Today I went into town and met Hooshmand and we went to this huge posh weird housing complex behind Brighton stati...

I really like that my housemate James has lots of things that I can play with like a big glow in the dark stick and a dj set and circus thin...

Don't you love it when you realise the house is empty so instead of doing revision you watch re-runs of Supersize vs. Superskinny and th...

So despite the fact that I still have one more deadline and an exam to go, I've decided to give myself some time off (from time off) and...

Acts I've seen live (this is most definitely a partial list, as there are two festivals where I was so twatted that I can't really r...

so hi my mother and my best friend are the same person

Now is probably a good a time as any to admit to myself/ the internet/ the world the problems I have with food.  I've only recently real...

Bah, last night wasn't very fun in the end. Got nice and drunky and druggy at big house for pike's birthday, then went to Volks but ...

Went home for the afternoon and was welcomed by the lovely surprise of NEW CLOTHES from my pappa, probably because every time I go home I lo...