it's a crazy situation, but all i need are cigarettes and alcohol

bleugh. went to a super posh 18th last night; it was good but i think i got food poisoning D: i also managed to tell pretty much my whole life story to three very random people, not sure this is such a good thing. on the plus side i feel bright and perky this morning, my hair/general appearance isn't terrible and i somehow came home wearing a very snuggly grey hoodie that isn't mine but i might just have to keep.

where did it all go wrong?

nice things:
1. i got an A in my ethics essay today
2. i have TRIDENT SOFT
3.

4. los campesinos! on wednesday night

nasty things:
1. school work is rubbish
2. FOOD IS RUBBISH, i need to find some good nom again.
3. er
4. shower curtains? *shudder*

we're trying to escape inevitability.

1. Black Hole - The Silent Years

2. Rain - Bishop Allen

3. Tonight I Have To Leave It - Shout Out Louds

4. Cigarettes & Alcohol - Oasis

5. This Is Just The Beginning - The Reason

so it's 1pm, and i'm going to be home alone until tomorrow afternoon... i feel a breakdown coming on already; i'm horrendously shit at looking after myself.

this morning i went to Costcutters to buy myself some food for the weekend; i freaked out and ended up buying some dairylea dunkers, a can of red bull, two mangoes and some lime flavoured jelly.

oh goddddd this whole 'reaching maturity' thing better hurry up before i do something very very stupid.