all i wanted from the start was something i could hold in my hands

If I could say anything to anyone:
i'm sorry i'm so obvious but i don't know how else to be cause you never are, and i don't know how else to move things forward... except i don't even know if that's what you want so i feel like a bit of a twat.

If I could do anything:
fly!

I would be thankful for:
having a relatively stable upbringing, my un-homophobic family, growing up in North London so i haven't turned into a Conservative private school stuck up brat.

I would wish to be:
better looking, more motivated, charismatic.

I would wish to see:
oddities

I would wish to be able to:
get 3 As in June.