they say it's puppy love; we say it's full grown.

'You need not to find a cure for everything that makes you weak. You need not to reach for the stars when life becomes so dark and when the wind does blow against the grain, you must follow your heart.'

so today's been okay; i went to the seaside with my parents and we listened to pink floyd in the car on the way there, and we put down flowers for my grand-parents in the cemetery in Melplash. i always get really upset when i see graves that obviously haven't been visited in a long time, so i usually end up clearing the grass and dirt and dust off strangers' graves... it makes me feel peaceful :)

'where would we be without our painful childhoods?'

i got into a really bad mood last night, one of the worst moods i've had in ages. i snapped at kitty a little bit but i didn't mean to and i'm not sure what got into me, i guess maybe i just needed a bit of a ARGHH.

''can't repeat the past?' he cried incredulously. 'why of course you can!'

i had to study The Great Gatsby for my English AS that i did on wednesday; i only really got into the book a couple of nights before the exam, i had sort of disregarded it before then and i wish i hadn't.

i want:

1. darker hair

2. a chin piercing

3. intensive conditioner that smells like papaya

4. to stop being so schizo

5. a BIG ipod

6. to know everything about everything

7. more time.

'some places are like people: some shine and some don't.'

i watched The Shining for the first time the other day; i got really excited cause i didn't realise that's what the 30 Seconds To Mars music video for The Kill was based on, and i found it quite clever and cool.